you don’t realise how much you hurt me. you don’t know anything.
I love you so much and I would do anything for you. But because of something so small you give up. I hate you for not wanting to keep going. I hate you for making me into such a bitter person. Because of you, I now trust no one. I can’t let new guys into my life and move on because I know that sooner or later they will leave me like you did. I hope that one day you fucking get hurt like you hurt me. I hope the worst for you. I hate you.
I whole heartedly hate you. But then why do I still dream that we will be together. This is your fault.
Fuck you. Fuck you for making me love you still.
I really do wish I could see you again. You know, even just for a couple of minutes, seconds, it doesn’t matter, as long as I get to see you. That’s all I want. That’s all I could ever want. It’s all i’ve been wanting for months. It’s so hard living my life without seeing you.
